Cacophony of a Confused Mind – Part 5

WTF Just Happened?

I saw someone literally change before my eyes. A different face. The contortions rippled on and over the body. It was someone different.

I wasn’t afraid. I was interested.

Is this the truth?

There’s truth in there somewhere but I’m more unsure of everything now.

I was shown photographs. I’d never seen them yet some of them I’d seen before.

Something is amiss here. Or am I overthinking things again?

This person didn’t exist in this world – not my world.

I sat as the observer from a different plane.

I thought he was real but he seemed anything but.

Am I real?

How do I explore the next realm while confined to the roots of this world?

Have I completely lost my fucking mind?

Cacophony of a Confused Mind – Part 2

The Frog

Me – “They’ve never done anything to me. I used to play with them as a kid.”

Other – “I’m sure they didn’t see it that way.”

But no one taught me any differently. I didn’t know. How am I supposed to know what it is I don’t even know I don’t know?

Are the haphazard and strange encounters with others how self-realization manifests itself?

What else have I done wrong?

Cacophony of a Confused Mind – Part 1

The Acorn

The acorn that falls to the forest floor, has it fallen from the tree of life or from self?

Has it died to self and returned to the earth? Or has it fallen from the breath and roots of life to the rotting decay of the world?

What is the tree? What am I?

Am I the tree stemming from the Source and letting go of the seeds of the world that are trying to starve me?